Can't stop thinking.

Welp. Purged today. I came home and ate my vegan meal (begrudgingly, I wasn't even hungry) then started craving meat. Like, some sort of...

For some reason, I feel amazing today. Richard came by to visit. Maybe that is why. I was so disgruntled this morning because of Evan......

April 2nd, 2020. Tried killing myself via helium tank and exit bag. It didn't work; I told a friend. She brought me home then called an...

I tried hanging myself yesterday. I gave up too soon, obviously. I went to a beautiful park area that was nicely secluded and tried doing...

The urge to purge is back again. Restricted today... ate a salad from Freshii's at 11am (begrudgingly... I was super full and bloated...

2:15am, on a Sunday night. Gotta be up for 6am tomorrow. Can't sleep, can't shut off, can't stop. I binged on a bag of chips, box of...

Am supposed to go to school today. I kind of just want to fuck off and drive over a cliff. Or at least to a lake or something. Why am I...

I wrote this at a first communion party for my partner's niece. It was the first time meeting the majority of his family. I had b/p'd the...

I can't stop. I don't know why. My body just craves the adrenaline rush from stuffing my face with junk food. I also consequently don't...

Just a reminder to begin writing. -T