Prozac n Purging

April 2nd, 2020. Tried killing myself via helium tank and exit bag. It didn't work; I told a friend. She brought me home then called an ambulance. I was very upset and resentful towards her for that. I stayed in the 1WF wing, the mental health ward, overnight. Prescribed Prozac and was on my way. I do not like medications, but decided to give it a try. It has honestly helped A LOT. Crazy. Only binged/purged twice since then. Tonight I b/p'd. Ate a lot of chocolate. I love chocolate. It is so easy to purge. I want to purge again tomorrow night. I just want to purge forever. I still want to die. I don't want to live in a 5G microchipped vaccine pedosexual society. This is not living. This is not life.

Good night.