Sigh.

I tried hanging myself yesterday. I gave up too soon, obviously. I went to a beautiful park area that was nicely secluded and tried doing it. I'm mad at myself for giving up. I was starting to go unconscious and then I started to cry and gave up. Why did I give up. I left the rope there just incase… I think I might go back again this morning and try again. I know it will hurt. I have to accept and embrace that.

Goodbye if all goes well~*~<3