Am supposed to go to school today. I kind of just want to fuck off and drive over a cliff. Or at least to a lake or something. Why am I such a mess. I Need to get my shit together and get on with my life, or just end it. I am an ungrateful little shit.
Welp. Purged today. I came home and ate my vegan meal (begrudgingly, I wasn't even hungry) then started craving meat. Like, some sort of red meat, pepperoni sticks or something. Brain fogged out. Inst
For some reason, I feel amazing today. Richard came by to visit. Maybe that is why. I was so disgruntled this morning because of Evan... he just doesn't seem to get it. Anyways, work was good. Slow, b